mfluderからの質問: You are so pretty!

thank you.<3 I think I’ve seen better days though,than today :P

youdeservethefuckingworldからの質問: Hey, you're beautiful and amazing and strong and none of the things your voice says you are.

thanks <3 I’m slowly stopping crying but I still feel like shit..I hope all the tears I shed help me feel sleepy soon so I can just start this new day already 

kb-xからの質問: You're not being difficult. I know what it's like to not forgive yourself. I'm in the same place you are, just for different things. But please, remain strong. Cry all day if you have too. Just don't do anything drastic. Because things WILL get better, and you'll be happy and you'll be able to forgive yourself. - Not that you need to because it was NOT your fault.

I just feel so weak when I cry, I hate it, it relieves me somehow similar to what cutting does, but it’s just not as satisfying..I really really do hope they get better. and I really hope that someday I can believe that, but as of now, I’m too deep under..thanks for putting up with me, I’m sorry you’;re in the same place too, I should be helping you out too,sorry..

kb-xからの質問: You can't blame yourself for what happened to you darling.

but I let her.

it took up until she reached my lips and kissed me for me to wake up and smell the molestation. it took a flashback of my ex to remind me of what was happening to me and telling me “WTF ARE YOU DOING” lkjsfsdlkksksdkfjfg I never listened to myself, I invited her over, I opened the door for her, I ignored my intuition telling me that she likes me, my low self esteem quickly rejecting the idea of anyone fancying me and denying it…if only I listened to myself…I’m sorry I’m being so difficult..I just haven’t been able to forgive myself..

zayousからの質問: i just wanted to tell you that i think that you are an amazing person. i think that you are really strong. i hope i don't sound creepy...i just wanted to make you smile a bit.

thank you ): I’m crying but I feel a little better ): <3

kb-xからの質問: You're strong enough to overcome that day without hurting yourself. I just know it. And you aren't a whore, and none of that stuff should've ever happened to you. And losing your virginity? We all make mistakes, they don't define us. Dont let it define you or control you. You're so much better then this.

it’s just so horrible now, I gotta deal with the regret of giving myself away and the regret of letting myself be nearly be taken away coimpletely by someone else, im so used its not even funny. I can’t see the light in me right now, I’m too defiled.

rachaelmckellarからの質問: I love your blog. You are amazing .. Just saying <3

wow thank you :DDDD <3

asoulesscorpseからの質問: stay strong, not for anyone but yourself, because you owe it to yourself to feel special and loved

thank you :C <3

lilypandaからの質問: If you ever need to talk to someone who knows how hard the addiction is, I am here. I am sorry u relapsed but it happens to everyone. It happened to me after 6 months of no-selfharm. stay strong.

oh no!! 6 months is a solid foundation though and I’m sure you can beat it by going 7months or even longer!! :D you stay strong too love <3

yelltotheworld-deactivated20111からの質問: i cut for the longest time. i realized it's not worth it. im not gonna judge you and say you shouldn't or shit like that. i just wanted to say you're beautiful and strong<3

thank you. I’m glad you’ve stopped!! <3

thesestarsaredark-deactivated20からの質問: You slipped up? Sorry, I'm a bit backwards at the minute, can't work out if the cuts on your blog are new ones, or old ones. If they're old, good. If they're new, I'm here for you <3

yes, I have ): they are new ones, sadly, but in time they will be old ones, and scars to add to my testament of life <3

just-my-monotone-imaginationからの質問: Hey there beautiful. Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. I self harm pretty seriously too. None of the old 'cat scratching' sht that used to be oh so satisfying! If you ever need to vent or talk my inbox is just a few clicks away. Keep as safe as you can sweets <3 In my thoughts and sending love :) X

ah yes, catscratching is far long gone to me now. I kinda wish it stayed like that, it’s less noticeable in my opinion.  thanks <333

warpedmachinesからの質問: You're quite adorable. I'm also a cutter, go to therapy, all that good shit... If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm open. Don't take this weirdly either.. Haha. I'm not trying to intrude. > w<

wow, I don’t think I am but I’ll take the compliment anyway!! haha I won’t take this weirdly, I love when people come by my inbox :D

ourroadtorecoveryからの質問: Hey, I believe in you, and that you can recover. I'm so proud of you already. :)

thank you!!

so-bloody-beautifulからの質問: I love your blog ..

and I love it when people do!! Thank youuuuuuuu <3